The constant self worship enshrined in self pity
Self worship… that’s a thing… it’s kinda like sucking on your own cock, or flicking your bean for the other gender; on second thoughts they aren’t completely alike but I would like to think you get my meaning: all these profanities aren’t really necessary for this topic but, if you have been following all my writings there is usually an introductory part that’s not so related to the main point but is slightly related to it. so tonight, the introduction is ‘suck your own cock’, if you didn’t know this is an adult page here is your cue. Not adult in the sense that we are sucking cocks and guzzling on boobies, but adult in that I’ma say whatever the fuck I want to say and you have the same liberties in the comment section… okay? So what was I going on about? Yeah, the constant self worship enshrined in self pity…
Every one of us as been at this point before haven’t we? that point when it feels like nothing is going rightly… we could literally have a baseball, without a blind fold and not be able to get candy out of a stationary piñata, then we fall into these moods when it feels like the world is against us and no matter what we venture into is doomed to fail. Here is the thing, you aren’t that special… the universe isn’t taking out time to specially fuck with you… except you are that guy has constant love kisses with lightning… the universe was trying to unalive that guy… anyway, even that guy probably was thor and his penis was his hammer(even more profanities) lol, I know it could be really bad, maybe even worse, but at least you can cheer up with the fact that its all part of the human experience, it isn’t particular to you… it’s just your ego telling you: you aren’t deserving of the ‘seemingly’ bad situation you presently find yourself, of-course you deserve only the good things in life? Well, you don’t we all take the good with the bad.
The reason you pity yourself( the self worship) is in how you convinced yourself you are only deserving of good experiences and not bad ones… so you feel sorry for yourself because it makes you feel good… don’t lie, there is a certain pleasure you get from pitying yourself: in pitying yourself you mostly deflect the responsibility of the current situation to an external body since you don’t believe you merit the current realities, you think: since no one would give me pity(which is you attention seeking), I will get that bitch myself. yáll be pleasuring yourselves. sucking on your dicks and clits whichever is appropriate. But in pleasuring yourself you have to be still, there is no movement, well except for finger, hand or head movement… lol, I mean there is no life movement, you would remain stagnant in that situation if you don’t get off that dick/bean and do better… pleasure or self improvement, it’s on you.
